it was 2008, it was a short course till weekend.... i was unable to attend one session on saturday.
nobody to take care of kid1 and kid2
hubby is going to have a presentation on saturday
P, can i be excused from attending this saturday?..anak saya takde siapa nak jaga..... suami saya ada kelas
ooo....u bawak je anak u ke sini, i dah bagitau kat staf i, this weekend u all kena jadi baby sitter kalau...
tapi anak saya lain sikit.... nak bawak ke sini??..anak saya special sikit..
special??...semua anak special...anak saya pun special...kata P sambil tersenyum sinis.... bawak je
nih special need child... susah nak jaga...cara makan pun lain....
dia makan macamana?..(seseorang yang lain menyampuk)
dia hisap susu mengiring......bla bla
(but as a conclusion, i still have to attend)
at home... i tried to deal with the daycare... kot2 ada yg boleh tolong jaga weekend.... mereka kata , akan bagitau kemudian,
hubby returned from work...with kid2 on his lap....... i told him what happened..... i can say i'm a very dedicated worker... i always try to finish my work on time...but i have priority in life.... can someone please be considerate....
in the middle of the story.....suddenly i feel sad...really sad...as a mother...having a special need child....feeling bad and disappointed ... miserable... i cried...the ugly cry....thinking that..why it become so difficult for these people to understand.... and to think who will take care of the kids.....
suddenly....kid2...tried to reach me....he actually tried to hug me .. seems like he tried to make me calm ....
hubby said....haaa!! do you think he couldnt understand what we are talking about?...he tried to make you feel better....he understands...
he look curious, suspicious....and even sad....like he was sharing my feeling.....special kid have feelings too......
lagi laaaa hibanya perasaan keibuanku...
it was a sad day for me.....
people are not aware of the OKU's welfare and facilities... may be they dont even want to have anything to do with OKU... it's not in their life's dictionary...
note: principal of the daycare asked one of her staff to take care of kid1 and kid2 (with extra payment of course). i attended the course for half day only cause seems like not all were coming after all.... huh!!..such a rules and regulations...
ini hukum manusia buat.... takkan tak boleh ubah...
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